A test which I've failed

Dear Lord,

I am really sorry. Sometimes, I feel that my faith level is really low especially when tests come my way. 

Today, there was an activity organized us at St Marg called "Friends in 60 secs". The game was rather simple yet many outcomes and lessons came out of this. The game goes like this; there are two lines of people facing each other and all are seated on chairs in a circle. You are given a minute to speak to the person and then after a minute the person opposite you would shift downwards, thus after each minute you have a new person in front of you.

During the play-time of this game, there was this girl that ask me why St Marg? And I said "firstly, this college is based on christian values". She then replied with a frown like expression "Are you like all religious and stuff?" I then said, "NoooooooooOoOooo, Yyyyeeeesssssss." I dont really know how to put it into sentences however just reminded me of this lesson which I learnt a long time ago in sunday school @ SAC. The teacher taught something like if someday a burglar or "bad guy" stuck a gun unto your head and asked for about your faith would you dare to say that I am a believer? Something along this line.

I feel so bad Lord, I repent and say to you that I really love and would believe in You and You alone for all my days ahead.